Love never come easy!

Life is a bastard!

2011-01-27T23:27:00.001+08:00

I am blogging on the train using my phone!

On the way home from F1 pit, i left early, even before 50% of the participants! Haha, they have to get their bags before leaving due to somethings that happen last session, they have to take by number, this is also good, cause it could prevent furture lost of property!

Sometimes being a student is also good because we will get concessions on fared because transport in singapore is EXPENSIVE!

Actually i miss the times with my ITE class, they are a bunch of crazy but fun fellows, if i have the chance, i will want them to be my classmates for poly and evenplatoon mates for the guys. Times passes fast, a blink of an eye and next week is Chinese New Year!

Hope that 11 and 12 Febuary will be a successful event with no casaulties and most importantly everyone enjoy their time together and see you all in 2012 chingay and dance again! X)

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Good trip became a Sad trip.

2010-12-24T09:48:00.000+08:00

Today went to sentosa with Linda and Kelly. I bought them the wrong way twice and made them very mad, but nevertheless, we made it to all the beaches. We played with sand and water and the two ladies camwhore while i am poundering on things. Haha. Afterthat, we went to change and bath and the sky change colour.

When we had our bath done, we came out and took the Tram, we were wet again and my COOL phone is SPOILT! We were wet cause the Tram did not have any cover at the front seat and the rain was pouring very heavily and the drier drove it very fast. Wanted to go NEX afterthat, in the end had to cancel cause we were all wet. Dinner at Vivo, then home. :)

2010-12-24T09:30:00.000+08:00

I am reviving my blog! HURRAYYYYY!

2010-09-28T17:35:00.001+08:00

Hi everybody,
Didn't update my blog, confirm nobody's miss this FAT PIG! Today people thought that I'm a crazy fellow, because I talk to myself unknowingly. Haha indeed I'm a CRZY FELLOW! I ADMIT IT! :D:D

hate

2010-06-29T01:29:00.001+08:00

I just hate how some people say things that they think they are so great! You think you like this say i will be happy? You are trying to embarasse me i know but you will not succeed. i promised!

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school.

2010-06-28T09:52:00.001+08:00

school now and it is so bored.

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bored

2010-06-27T14:51:00.001+08:00

i an so bored now. so thats why i am here blogging. now watching channel U and OKTO. ok, i am done and bye bye. :)

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Busy arse!

2010-05-01T21:42:00.000+08:00

Hmm, who shall it be?

Went to work today as usual cause of the rush scheldule. I promise after this i am so not gonna take any more or help already. Damn tired ok. Have to lay hands in there. For the past few days it is just the same. go to school, then her house downstair to study then home. Only on some days i am tired or what i never go. Anyway i post so much also no one ready right? So i will end here.

Updating my old private blog.

Boring Post.

2010-04-18T10:53:00.000+08:00

It has been a long time since i update my blog right
people? I am lazy la.

On the nine of april is my last day at Boncafe. I have learn alot of things there. Although i do not want to leave but i still have too. I miss those Anuties and uncles that that have made it so enjoyable. Especially Chief Kutu Eric. Thanks once again Boncafe.

On the 12 is my first day of school. I could not get use to the time and people maybe. Have CARE and lecture. I almost fall asleep. :D Then they went to my house to do project and rest. The rest of the day is almost the same.

On the 16, i went to my Grandfather house with her. She bought thing for my Grandfather to eat. Thanks. We stay there till 5 plus then bus to her house and slack till 10 then went home. Thanks for the foodddddddddd! :D

10 April HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHIEF KUTU ERIC HUBER!

helping out.

2010-04-03T20:51:00.000+08:00

Just got back from temple. reach there around 9 plus then start to do things. But have to change to the uniform cause i have been upgraded so went to change. Today really have alot of people man, did none stop. Help to serve food, guide the traffic cause have 3 buses come at the same time and all the vehicles dun want to give way and i got scolding for not letting her go but at least she say thank you to me. After all that we did clean up, can tell you the truth it is very tiring, but after all i think it is worth it. Cause i got to help the visually handicapped and this little fatigue is what? Compared to them they are not able to see light and live in the world of darkness. This time i really learn something and a blind person had shown me.

He and his wife is blind, but they both still can feel for each other, he hold on to me and although i kept shouting have step have step he will shout even louder then me and remind his wife. Then he told me, i found this wife by using heart but not eyes. So boy, you should do this, but not every heart will accept you.I was like uncle, thanks. Soon they have to go and i help them up the bus and finally the goodies.

I do it willingly, but I just hope chances is given to me. Will you give me chance?

Last Christmas

2010-04-02T01:15:00.002+08:00

Just one more week = 5 days at Boncafe. Anyway i have to go back to school and leave this place where i have such wonderful aunties and uncles that care so much for me. I hope the aunties there will not cry on my last day but i know one will definitely cry one and that is Qing Hui Auntie. Today just did SIA the whole day and HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASTRABON!

I have decided to just leave it alone. What she wants to do is her business now. I do not want to give advice because i know it is very terrible but if she still continue thinking it, it will just get to no end. Although i do not want to let her get hurt it is not my say. So i think i shall let her decide herself what she want. If she patch with him i shall just dun say anything. Because it is her and not me.

Nahh~

2010-03-29T23:47:00.000+08:00

I really do not know what happen to me today. I just feel so pumped out by the work and i am thinking of something. Actually that did not bother me much but is the work i have tomorrow. I am worried tomorrow i may spoilt the roast plus that matter.

Actually the truth is.. nah, i will just write in my private blog.

Sorry my friend, i did not mean to let my anger on you unknowingly. Hope you will not be angry but thanks for letting me let go on you willingly.

One week.

2010-03-21T23:08:00.000+08:00

Ok, I shall update all in one week.

On the monday, after work i went to her house to do presentation that time to my and her family surprise her dad was so friendly to me. Serve me drinks and chat with me ok. I was shock too ok. Afterthat went to have dinner and do my presentation.

On tuesday the same thing happen. But without her dad doing all those of course. And that end my day.

On the Wednesday also de same. Nothing particular special.

On the thursday, also nothing special but except i roast coffee my own.

on the friday after work Latiff gave me a lift home but before that i did delivery at Singapore Expo. At there we walk around the exhibition and Latiff treat me eat. Afterthat we went home and he say some things good and meaningful. And he is lame to say "at least i got to treat you things to eat." Litiff, i will try my best to go poly one. Thanks for the encouragement. I am touched to tell you the truth. I now know why people say different places different people.

On saturday just plainly rot at home. But just change my bed and give the old one to my cousin.

Today was woken up by my dad to carry the stupid bed down. Then afternoon went to my cousin new house to discuss the furniture thing. Went to order lights and i say something stupid. I want lights which are bright but not so bright. What am i saying man?? Afterthat went back change my blogskin but i have been changing it since afternoon la. Finally at night call Eunice for help and

THANKS EUNICE NU-ER! CALL ME DADDY ARH! NOT MUMMY! :@

Two days! :D

2010-03-12T20:49:00.000+08:00

This few days did not update because i am lazy and most importantly lazy!

This few days just do work in the production and nothing else. Yesterday went to meet Kelly to buy my presentation materials. Meet her at around 6 plus at the guard house, went up to her house then chat with her mother and watch television. Went to buy the materials, went to her house then take bus to Yew Tee for dinner. Had my spaghetti and dessert then went back to her house to take my bag. But before that something happen and it is damn paiseh one ok. I dun want say! Shhhhh! :)

Today went to botanical garden for our Bonwalk to see the granite ball that Boncafe have donated for the 700 year Swiss thingy one. So we stop work at around 3 plus then off i go and change to my attire and off we go to Botanical garden. Walk for fifteen minutes and it is like so no life de can. Walk just to see the BALL! After that went home. :D

BONcafe!

2010-02-25T21:41:00.000+08:00

Same thing, had my breakfast and finish it in like 3 minutes and off to production room to have fun! :D
Did a new product and i hate to do this product the most because it is only 50gm and the pack will stick on the heater! And then boomz, the next pack never seal and all the powder drop! And when i stick my hand in to brush it's "teeth" it will either burn me or cut me! Run the machine till after lunch and change to "BONAROMA: PREMIUM".
In the morning it was like my wire wrong connection lie this lo, keep saying "ni hao" and the reason is because i am bored and have nothing to do! So Miao Ling say why you keep selling "toothpaste"? Even is you sell i will not buy cause your teeth is still yellow! That is evil hor?! :(

Afternoon at 3.30pm went for coffee tasting and once again i drank my cuppa and i enjoyed it cause it calm me somehow and we talk rubbish!

Topic: Cap

French Cap

Italian Cap

German Cap

Topic: Film

Blue Film

Green Film

Red film

2010-02-24T22:59:00.000+08:00

Usual routine. Reach factory, eat my breakfast so that lunch no need eat. Go hide and sleep when i should not, wake and work. Today nothing much only my machine the EYE MARK keep giving problem and say "Reg, Mark Error". But finally finish 100 cartons then me and Miao Ling talk and talk lo. But lucky have they alll because they help me alot! Thanks! Now my hand have so many cuts la! :'(

TAI SUI!

2010-02-21T23:32:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went to celebrate CNY with my father the friend. All grow up like strangers man. Pai nian already the nafterthat went to Sakura to eat. Really la, there is nothing much can. After that around 9 plus we said goodbye to everyone and said all the wishes like " '虎年' HUAT ARH!" , ”事事顺利“ and most importantly is ”心想事趁“. Afterthat we went to Sembawang Temple to pray and it is so so so near her working place and why do you have to go there father? Afterthat went home and chat with some of my friends.

Today woke up early then went to pray "TAI SUI" and i know which is my "TAI SUI" ye already. I also got pray White TIger (VEGETARIAN ONE) which is i also think is for my 小人 one i think. Then went to eat and went to another temple to pray 天公. Home then play with Wen Cao and chat with my PRimary School classmates! They really damn cute man! LOVE YOU ALL MY DARLINGS! ^_^

TMR is the day! I love tmr man! HAHA! EXCITED!

Sakura.

2010-02-20T16:58:00.000+08:00

I am offically no voice now. Talk awhile like broken recorder the voice like this! Zzzz...

Later guest i coming and i have to entertain them with:

Where am i studying?
What am i studying?
Where am i attach too?
Where is it?
After ITE where do you want to go?
BLAH BLAH BLAH!

Every year the same old question!

Later going to Sakura to eat with them. Hope the children will not start asking me funny questions AGAIN!

Labels: I am always here if you need me even if i am not yours. :D

Today's life

2010-02-19T21:45:00.001+08:00

I shall continue to blog since i have nothing to do cause i did not go excercise today. And i feel so restless now! ROAR!

Today was called a rush day again. Mark cartons boxes, did QC on the stupid 'emergency' beans, roast some good beans and did maintainace on the 100 Kg roaster by knocking all the oil out and i knock until my hand but do not know why it feels good man! So i continue hitting myself more and more and Haja and I have a funny conversation. Afterthat go coffee tasting and we had a great time talking rubbish. After that went back and continue the job and finally i use the chemical which is not for hand to wash hand and went home.

Our conversations:

Haja: Shermen! Are you ok? Why you hitting yourself with the hammer and seems to enjoy it?!

Me: I am ok. Why Haja? I do not know why, it just feels good.

Haja: You better stop it! Monster pervert you. Go whack the metal la not your hand please!

Me: Ok ok. Is it all the stains there? Can use it to make coffee or not? Will it taste nice??? *with a stupid face*

Haja: Why not you go make one cup then drink already and tomorrow you nothing wrong then i make.

So me and Haja was like laughing all the way and finally we got the job done.

SHOULD I CONTINUE BLOGGING?

2010-02-18T23:13:00.002+08:00

CAN ANYONE TELL ME IF I SHOULD CONTINUE BLOGGING?

TELL ME IN MY TAG BOX THANKS! :D

MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY!

2010-02-16T21:34:00.002+08:00

Nice song man!

Day two.

2010-02-16T16:39:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was counted the best day of my Chinese New Year?
Woke up in the morning and bath, went to my Aunty house to eat Lunch then off to my Uncle's house to take HONG PAOS! $_$
Did all the Happy new year thingy and not forgetting my beloved passed-away grandmother, gave her a joss stick as a form of respect. Then of i went to tackle the drinks cause i am so so so so thirsty! Sat around, play around and i started getting bored i start to disturb people! Finally my baby Nephew came! He is asleep but soon he is awake and i started playing with him! HE is so so so cute! And of course not forgetting my beloved Issac too. He gets so jealous so easily, i play with Wen Cao only he scratch my face. (Naughty boy). After that i went to cook some dishes because they need help. How fun and all see me like some kind of monster there cooking. Afterthat went to play in-between and i won some money! How cool is it but my cousin lost alot. HAHA! Went to eat then off to Grand Cathay to watch movie: Percy Jackson an d the lightning thief. Quite a nice show but it scared me twice! -.- After that took cab home and the fare is like $21.60!! (EXPENSIVE)

CNY

2010-02-15T10:45:00.000+08:00

On the eve of CNY i had my favorite beer during Dinne. After dinner did lao yu sang and say HUAT AH! After that go temple to pray of course because every year we are doing it. We went three temple and at the last stop i took a very very very long and big joss stick because my dad say i am suppose to do it now! Afterthat reach home also i pray. Pray already, did nothing much, then sleep on my wonderful bed on 4.

Yesterday did nothing much la. Just almost the same took honbao then say HAPPY NEW YEAR in CANTONESE!

Today is the day that i will be at my highest and the day that i can forget all my SORROWS! Later will be going to my uncle house then at there definetly will be drinking and i will use it man! HAHA! LAter back will have pictures of my cute NEPHEW! :D

ROMANTIC CNY PEOPLE!

2010-02-14T01:13:00.000+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY AND HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO YOU ALL!

I CAN ONLY SAY

LOVE

YOU.

BONCAFE!!!

Dun let your imaginations run wild la!

Tough days ahead!

2010-02-13T11:11:00.000+08:00

He is so handsome man! I want to be him! LOL!

This few weeks has been a very eventful week.

Monday:

Did SIA checking and some QC then slack all the way but it was like i was working so rush lo. After work went to look for my manager cause he hospitalise then ate dinner with my college then home.

Tuesday:

Almost late for work. But nevermind, prepared pillow packs for the Estra Bon anniversary which falls on the thursday. I grind the beans into powder then pack it into 200gm each. Afterthat go pack the warehouse and then rest till go home. After work i went to meet her, had a great talk with her but some things i still have to decide myself.

Wedenesday:

Same routine, damn busy till i have no time to drink water. Then went to buy dinner for her then home afterthat.

Thursday:

did the same thing over and over again, but today at 12 we go to the Cafe ole to sing a birthday song for the Estra bon. first mistake we made is that we roasted 200gm instead of 8KG. -.- Nevermind that then after work i go buy dinner for her then home.

Friday:

Most eventful of the whole week man. same thing in the morning but until the evening is different cause something significant happen. I went to Taka actually wanted to surprise her but i just got too 'surprise'. Ya, i saw everything. from the start to the end and it feels so pain in my heart. But i know you are not resposible for it cause it is my problem. I actually did not want to give her the present but in the i just give her and just walk away. anyway i do not want to continue saying. I will continue waiting because i believe a true love i worth waiting and in the end i know that i did not love someone which is not worth it. I know you are the one who is worth it one. :)

2010-02-06T00:09:00.000+08:00

It has been a week plus since i last posted. I am just getting lazier and lazier to post. Anyway, i had got my salary, got my goodies, got my colleges but the sad thing is that Uncle Cheng is having his last week here! :(
Yesterday was the most slackiest day ever cause no productions means no work, no work means can sit down so i just help around in the Maintain work at the nestainer.Anyway, i am just gonna say this much cause i got nothing much to say. Bye.

SOMETIMESYOUJUSTDONOTKNOWHOWIFEELABOUTYOUANDHOWJEALOUSICANGETSOMETIMES

Thoughs and thoughs and thoughs.

2010-01-25T22:36:00.001+08:00

It is the 214 post now.

Ok, people ask you all la. If i tell you all i am going to left this world in a feel days time what will be your reaction?

Go la, my problem meh?
Oh, I will be damn sad.
I will miss you like hell.

I am able to think what will be the answer already.

I have been thinking, I have been talking all the logic to other people. But I am thinking have i been using it on myself? I can only say it is a no. I really did not know did i do the right thing all this while. Because i have been thinking, all i did, did i ever think of the consequences for doing all this? Maybe some of you will know what i mean. But seriously, will i get all the things that i want or i wish for it to happen? Maybe i am just too foolish. I have been thinking, last two years ago the ending part, is it really a challenge that god gave me? For the past two years i have experience and seen things like hardships, failures in love, true love, heartless people, kind people who are willing to sacrifice their free time to help the needy and elderly, fakers, real friendship and many more. Life there are ups and downs, but for me all this are just so hard to handle. Are this challenges i need to go through? If they are can someone please tell me, because i am in a mess now. I have been drowning myself with thoughts all this while to keep all the rubbish at bay. But it seems that it is going to be full. Tell you all some secret, this is the first time i have been so serious about one certain thing, maybe not first time la but i am sure it is a second time. But i bet no one is reading my blog. I am not sure it is habit or what, because i have been doing this everyday. Maybe it is already a habit or what. I also dunno. Can YOU please tell me the answer.

RELINK!

2010-01-25T22:00:00.000+08:00

Just created another blog here as the other one is old. New blog new beginning!